Monday, 15 October 2007 @ 8:51:00 pm
Ha Ha Ha Ha
Uptill now... I finally realised i'm just a nobody a drifter which drifts in an ocean, to a boat which comes near me cling to it tightly and refusingly to let go ditch it when i'm sad and hang on back to it when i'm happy... Finally it's my turn to be ditched by the boat hahaha...
Finally realising all was just a dream to me no matter how happy i can be eventually my mind turned them all into sadness... My heart is filled with knives which cant be handled anymore and might eventually pop out and blast through my heart... Will I change back to the quiet boy I once was or eventually make everyone hate me more and more I really cant take it anymore hanging onto the boat make me happy but once i loose my hands I will regret it but so what? Does anyone cares? I'm really tired I dont really know what I will become...