Saturday, 9 May 2009 @ 12:55:00 am
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
... Felt moody again >.> dont know why... Since this morning, didnt went to school again... Used comp till around 2.15pm packed up went to gym, reach at 3pm no mood at all even after few hours, comedy nor laughters works on me anymore... Starting to grow more and more sick >.> ... After gym went to eat, today more things did than usual... But I dont feel like listing it out... Today felt restless... Smiled but dont really feel happy at all o.O why why why???
Why do people only talk when they have request's O.o or when they feel like it, is it so hard to even speak a few words... Is it that hard to keep someone lonesome company... Is it that hard to get back on track... Answers, Questions, Words, Infinite stuff's lingers in my mind... * White Hair * getting more and more of White Hair >. > why not make WHOLE HEAD WHITE HAIR I prefer whole head white than strands of white hair...
This world doesn't have things which are equal... Or should I say Fair? Does talking too much irks people o.O why does people get angry, sad, happy, emotional at times... Why are we born like this O.O Why cant we all be the same... Why some can be poverty to the extreme and some be wealthy till that extend... What has it got to do with me... Why am I thinking of such things... I am so so so confused why I'm thinking of such things instead my own studies, future, family, friends...
Tired Tired Tired!!! People say Songs makes one few more happy or relaxed >.> It seems likes I get to listen to all Sad Love songs... Makes me more EMO hehs... How I miss Secondary school, theres no one I hate... but now I hate some people to the core in school... Everybody must part... Everybody has their own life's... I still hasnt found mine, depending on people around me for my future... How do I find my own ANSWERS O.o Think I need to see a Psychiatrist... Anybody wants to pay for me hahahs Does the Psychiatrist perform Hypnosis O.o please make me sleep forever Waagagagagaaga...
Stop here or I won't finish =___= Talking nonsense again hhahs...